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Seems dad did not have a good night. They did remove the NG Tube, however he is a nothing my mouth order. He seems to be really out of it, although i suspect that is the meds. today is going to be a long rough one i am afraid. PT is going to come in and get him up and try to get him to walk a little, so not sure how that is going to go.

I have to wonder if i have been such a bad son to my parents that now God is punishing me by making my father sick like this. I can see no other reason why God would put my father thru this. All my life I have only known him to be a good man. Has always been willing to help people when needed, and has always been there for me. I look at my life and look back at so much that I have put him thru with the choices in life I have made and the life that I am living now. But I ask why would this happen to him and not me? Is it so I will hurt more, seeing my once strong father needing help to get up, to sip water, to even needing help to go to the bath room? I sit here looking at him, cut open, tubes in his nose and needles in his arms and ask , “Dear Lord, Why him, why this man, Why not me?”. I now I have not been the best Son there is. I pray that I will be forgiven and that my father will get better.

Dad had a rough night last night. Knee started hurting and he got the hickups, so not sure what is going on. We are hoping the doctor can do something when he comes in.

Doctor just come in and told us that the mass was not in the scans in July and did not show up on the CT Scan in September, So it looks like a fast growing tumor. So we have to wait till Monday for the path results and the oncologest will be coming Monday to speak with us. Please keep us in your thoughts.

Well my dad seems to be doing well this morning. He is sleeping alot and says he is in a bit of pian.