J Mason

You know when you have that feeling that when you get up this will be the longest day ever. Well that is how I am feeling today. It is going to be a Manic Monday for sure. Maybe I need to pull a Ferris Bueller and use a sick day, but I would just stay in bed. World please be kind to me today.

In the next few days I have to make some choices that will affect me, my family and others around me. This has been weighing heavy on me as it seems no matter what direction I choose to take I will leave someone or myself hurt and wondering if that was the right choice for me.it seems for me that I have always been trying to make everyone around me happy. To do things that I think that others want me to do. And while I am not saying that is a bad thing I have often thought, What if I had done this or that. I Love my parents. They have really shown me unconditional love. They have been there in the high and low points in my life and have always wanted what they felt was best for me. I would ask for anyone that is reading this, just keep me in your thoughts. I have to believe that I was put on this earth for some reason and that opportunities are presented to you. I just now must decide if one is better than the other or if neither are good for me.